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I had no real 'family'. My family, I have found myself, a family that might look a little different on the outside. The blood Bands are few, but the love, friendship, loyalty and confidence in is great.

Why would bloodlines be worth more than other bands?

people who live in fellowship and feel affiliation - isn't that a family? ... A group of people around you ... It's not about the blood that flows in our veins.

A family should treat the family well ... I can not say that my 'family' does ...

Either it's their fucking EGO or because it is not on their terms, or because they do not think just like you do, or is it because you are not good enough ...

Almost all my friends treat me so much better than my so-called 'family' ever did! Like that it is not in a family. It is only parts of 'the 'family' that is good enough ... Why some are more worthy than others if blood is thicker than water, as so many claim?

I'm so damn tired of you who do not care, weighing me down, telling how BAD I am, lie about me, and yet you have the stomach to whining... you who are not even here yet still seem to know the most and best ?! You who always destroy ...

Sorry for that I struggle to even manage to live ... I'm sorry that I had to fight on my own to then be told that I'm lying just to get attention. Excuse me for everything else that is apparently my fault and im sorry for being myself!

EXCUSE ME I'M NOT THE FUCKING DAUGHTER AND GRANDCHILD THAT YOU WANTED ... Excuse me for expressing my feelings and thoughts, excuse me for fighting for something better than you, and forgive me for not being good enough as your damn 'family member '!

I'm so damn tired of this because I know that I am fine just as I am! I know that I am a good person who cares about others! But I also know that I'm too nice sometimes, that it makes me stupid!

BUT it's more than they will ever be able to dream that they are, or will ever be able to become!

 

Familj handlar inte om blod.